• I wish.

    by  • July 6, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Wish • 4 Comments

    I wish you could be mine. I wish you wanted only me. I wish that I could call you when I am bored and just listen to you talk. I wish that I was the only one you wanted. I wish that I was the one you wanted. But I know this is just a silly day dream of mine. I know that you have eyes for her. I know I will only ever be your plaything. But I still wish that one day you will wake up and wish I was yours.

    I know this will never happen. I know you want her. But sometimes in the back of my mind I think about what we could be. We are wonderful. I wish you would give us a chance.

    4 Responses to I wish.

    1. Meghan
      July 6, 2011 at 2:50 pm

      there’s a boy that i’ve felt this for too… i used to like him so much that i let him use me because that was as much as i could get from him. and i kept hoping and hoping that one day he would want me back, and i’d try and try and change myself and do whatever i could to make him like me.. but he never would. it was self-torture. it was almost like i enjoyed the pain because i couldnt just let him go… but one day you’ll meet someone worthy of you, who loves everything about you and wants you more than you’ve ever been wanted in your life.. and that person will make you feel what love really is and forget all about the one who wasn’t worth it… and trust me. this guy, he isn’t worth it

    2. SillyMe
      July 6, 2011 at 8:05 pm

      I wish
      I wish Meghan is right
      only problem is
      I am his ..

    3. Lilly
      July 12, 2011 at 5:23 am

      Trust me when i say if he doesnt want you now, he never will. I know this because i have been there and the sooner you let go the better it will be for you. Its took me 7 months. I kept thinking just give it more time, he will change his mind. But he never did, Its only been a week since i last spoke to him but already i feel slightly better… i know i did the right thing and i hope you will too. Hes not worth it.

    4. SillyMe
      July 12, 2011 at 10:34 am

      @Lilly
      Time flies with busy lifes. Two years and counting.
      I am so fully aware of how ridiculously insane I am.
      All logic tells me that you are absolutely right. No
      excuses can justify my doings, really none and with
      reasons less and less I am hoping a light will show
      me the way. A way that I alone seem incapable of
      walking -yet. Maybe my pity excerpt helps others NOT
      to follow my senseless footsteps. Maybe they will
      listen to you. Maybe I find the strength to do so too
      someday soon…

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