Want. It’s not a need. Not a necessity to live. But it keeps me going. I want you. I have for a while. But I know you don’t want me that way.
Today I sat down and just thought of what we could be like together. You the geeky girl, me the athletic girl. We are such good friends but no one knows that I sometimes think we could be more. I want you to one day wake up and want me like that too.
You are beautiful and kind. Your smile makes me happy. You can just look at me and it makes my day. When I text you I want to tell you everything I feel.
I don’t think I will ever let these feelings surface. I will just boil in my want for you. I will chase the boys that want me too. I will pretend I don’t want you.
Because it’s not a need. I just…want.