• I think I’m in love with you…

    by  • July 6, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    We dated for a couple months and you told me that i made you the happiest that you have been in a long time, and the same was more than true for me. Then all of a sudden that wasn’t the case for you anymore because you were still in love with your ex. It was tough for a little bit but i was able to start dealing with it after a couple weeks…until today. You started dating your best friend from home today and this isnt the guy that you left me for. Do you know how that makes me feel? Like I just wasn’t good enough, that I did something wrong even though I know didn’t. It hurts, mainly because you said that you wanted to stay friends, and a friend wouldn’t do this to another friend.

    But i’m not mad at you for this, although I am hurt. The reason being is that I think i’m in love with you. That is the first time I have ever said that about someone not in my family or a close friend and really meant it. I also never open up about how I truly feel about people because I’m afraid that I will get hurt in the end. Unfortunately I have realized this too late and you are now dating your best friend from home that goes to a different school. I’m not sure how long that this will last with your track record of jumping into relationships really quickly (ours for example), and I feel awful for saying this, but I hope that it doesn’t last so I can try and be with you again. You make me happier than I have been in a long time and I know that we worked together, I just don’t know what to do. I don’t want to ruin our friendship by telling you how I feel about you though. This is one of the most troubling things that I have ever dealt with, and i’m not sure how to handle these feelings.

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