O my dear Sabrina, with everything we have been through together in this wonderful friendship I can’t ever picture not just…being there…for you and just to be. I had never meant to tell you all those feelings I had for you all year. But I guess my subconscious had other plans huh? With everything I have I want you to be happy, to get a wonderful boyfriend who loves you, trusts you, is honest with you. You’ve never had the best luck with guys have you…? XD I’ll miss you…I really will….my mind will be almost empty when I’m not thinking about you. Despite the fact that you’re straight….and despite that fact that I’m trying to be. I won’t ever not like you Sabrina…….you’re the best friend and person I think I have ever known. And my heart and mind will truly miss you love. I could never send this letter to you because…well….I have no clue. But I don’t think it would be the best thing for our friendship right now. I just know that someday you’ll look back and think of me, your crazy friend who had a pile of secrets you never knew about. I know I’ll never forget you Ghetto Bisnatch you!! I wish things with you and I was a lot less complicated then make them. But I guess that’s just me. I’m sorry I’ve made everything so horrible…or at least stressful. Well…hmph….Ich liebe dich.