Our relationship was amazing. We had something purely special and to this day thinking about how great it was and how it’s now gone makes me want to cry. I do miss what we had but I have moved on. Seeing you today at the fireworks did spark a lot of old memories…some good and some bad. You were the one who took my innocence and the one who inspired me beyond any kind of hope. You have a lot of problems and a lot of things you yourself need to work out. I did love you. You were the truest love I had ever felt and I don’t regret those feelings because I had them for the right reasons. I most likely won’t ever send this letter because we don’t talk. I’m only writing this letter as an emotional exercise, and I can’t go back to the past anymore. There is a bright future shining for me now. I have my whole life to live and without you. And the same is for you! I want you to be happy; I want you to be ok with your life. I want you to find someone who will love ad cherish you in the RIGHT ways. You’re really a good person underneath your extra skin. I know you might think I don’t know who that person is under there but I do. I truly deeply do. With every part of my heart I give you my deepest apology. For hurting you just to spite you. For dangling you on the end of a string because I thought we were meant for each other. I loved you. I did. In some way I do still. You were my every thing…my complete future. But now fate has turned the tables. I’ll miss you being in my life but I need to let go now. The past is still inside me….but somehow…it has still passed.