My dearest, Why must you be going so far away and so soon? We both want to stick together. We want to make this happen, work it all out, be together – well, forever. You’re going hours away. You get to go off to college while I’m stuck here in this tiny little town full of cows and pot heads trying to enjoy my senior year of high school why tethering onto a boy who lives too far away. This can’t be an every other weekend relationship. This relationship works because we see each other and are here for each other every day. You come and hold me when I cry at night and make me smile in the day. Who will I fall on when you’re so far away? I miss you already, and you’re still just ten minutes away. I don’t know how I can live without my boyfriend and best friend at my side. You’re my sunshine. Please don’t give up on me, and please help me to never give up on you either. I may not marry you, grow old with you, have children with you, but I’d sure love to keep being best friends with you David. I love you – even though I stuggle to show it all the time. Thank you for your patience. I love you, I love you.