• 45 Days

    by  • July 6, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Miss You • 0 Comments

    N,

    I know that you know that I’m not the best with words when it comes down to it all, and I’m insanely jealous of your ability to say the perfect thing at the perfect time. I’m amazed by how you do this.

    Here’s the thing…
    I love every single thing about you.

    Your flaws, they aren’t flaws to me. They are far from flaws. They’re some of the best things about you.
    I love the way we can be goofy and not care what anyone else thinks.
    I love the way you smell, the way you talk to me, and the way you can make me smile even when I feel like I’ve had the worst day ever, you know just what to say to cheer me up. I adore the way you look at me. That look makes me melt every time.
    In short,
    I am in love with you.

    But here’s the other thing…
    I miss you.

    I know, I know, it’s only been a few days since we saw each other, but to me, it feels like it’s been so long ago since we’ve seen each other.
    The strange thing is, I’ve never felt this way about anyone else before. This desperate longing to see someone. I mean sure, I’ve missed people, but not like this before, this is… different. It’s much stronger.

    But you.

    I need you in my life.
    It’s not that I’m needy and I need a man in my life, I’ve been fine without boyfriends before. Really. It’s just ever since I met you, I just desperately want you to be in my life. And only you. I mean it.
    I don’t want to be away from you. I wish you were here, now.
    I can’t wait to be with you again.

    45 more days.

    That’s all I have to wait to be with you. It’ll just be you and me. We’ll have a fantastic time, I know it.
    45 days, but it seems so far away…
    I love you.
    -H

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