I’m sick of pretending I’m okay. I’m sick of pretending you didn’t hurt me. In my heart I still just can’t let you go so I put on my big girl face and show off my big girl attitude and deal with everything you throw at me. Truthfully, I’d give anything to go back to how we were before, or to never have met you at all. I can’t wait until you realize that you need me like you always used to before. And guess where I’ll be? Not there, exactly where you’ve been for me.