-If you ever find this, which I have no doubt you will, don’t tell me. Don’t tell me what you think, I don’t want to hear what you have to say. It will only hurt.
But, here goes.
You were the love of my life. You always have been, from the day I met you, and you always will be, until the day I die.
You were the one choice I made that wasn’t a mistake, and the time we spent together is something I will always be proud of…sort of.
And here’s my apology:
I’m sorry for fucking up. I’m sorry that I was terrible to you, and all the things I did, and that I couldn’t be good enough for you.
I’m also sorry that after everything I put you through, you still put up with my shit. No offense, but you were kind of an idiot.
I guess that’s why it hurt so much when you finally did leave. I wasn’t expecting it.
But anyways. I’d say I want you back, but I won’t. It’s not like there’s anything left now. What were we anyway, but sex and unhappiness?
Anyway, I just thought you should know that I still care about you, that I still love you, and that I always will, and if we somehow come together again, I’ll be here.