Hey you. You crazy thing you. Listen. Here it is. Without asking anything from you in any manner I just want to lay it out.
I fucked up hardcore. I was in no way ready for the commitment I tried to give you and I royally screwed up. I did pretty much everything wrong when it came to us. And I sabotaged what could have been such an amazing thing for the both of us.
I know I have already apologized for this, but here it goes again. I’m so sorry. I can’t tell with you if things are ok, different, or back to the way they were a year or so ago. I can never tell with you. Anyway, I’d like to know.
So I’m just going to ask you a really simple question. Will you cuddle with me?
I’m not asking for a relationship, sex, even a good-night kiss. I just want to hold you. Truly. I miss it terribly. Being around you rushes in an amazing sense of relief and comfort, and I miss it.
I miss you. Yes, I’m aware that we have been spending an inordinate amount of time together as of late, but I miss those quiet, still moments when it was just you and me-the rest of the world just faded away.
The ball is in your court (excuse the sports metaphor), I have finally said what’s been on my mind for quite some time. I miss you in my life.
Also I understand if you have decided to forever close that chapter in our books. And if so, then I am fine with it and will soldier on in the endeavors in my life.
With All Sincerity-
BG-your friendly neighborhodd pi-sigger.