You’ve been on my mind lately, and I can’t text you or call you up because I told you that we needed to be done.
I thought we needed to be done because that is what would have been best for you. We are both going off to college, and you’ve been wishy-washy anyway, so us not being together would be best for you. I am sacrificing my feelings…for you. I’m doing this because I love you, but you can’t seem to see that.
You’re the love of my life. You’re on my mind all the time, no matter what. You’re my best friend, Kyle. My best friend and I can’t even call you because you won’t answer the phone.
Do you not remember the night when you kept me up from 3 A.M. to 5 A.M. constantly calling me and texting me because you needed me to hear your voice. You needed me to hear you say you loved me, always. You wanted me to KNOW that you were in love with me and that you wanted to be with me. What happened to that? What made you change your mind? I never got an explanation, just quickly changed opinions.
I love you. I’ll always love you. You make me better and I want you to be in my life forever. You’re the one. I have been lucky enough to have you for 4 years, but I wish with all my heart that I could have you for a lifetime. You are it. You’re all I want.
I wish I was able to call you and tell you all of this. I wish I was able to drive to your house and say all of this to your face…but you won’t listen because you’re done with me right now. You’ve made it clear that you need a break to see if there is anyone else better out there. But I’m telling you right now that for me, there is no one better than you. I love you, more than words can say.