i know i should tell you how i feel about you. i want to more than anything. i think you feel similarly. i told you i liked you, you did too. but i should tell you more, what makes this unique. we grew up together and i’ve always liked you, but now we are going to different high schools where i’ll be surrounded by other girls. will the way i feel change? i guess that’s the true test to see if this is real for me. i think if i ended up spending all my time with you, i wouldn’t change a thing. when i’m with you, the rest of the world doesn’t seem to matter to me. but that’s your problem, you think too much about what other people think. i should know that if you really cared about me you’d do something about it. but then again if really cared about her, wouldn’t i do something?
one night, before i fell asleep, i don’t know if it was a dream, or i was awake, but i was lying with you, holding each other. we didn’t move or speak, yet everything we wanted each other to know was somehow understood whether it was good or bad. we just knew. and i thought, why can’t things like this be real. and i just want you to know that i love you, and i guess that’s the only way i can say, though iv’e tried to think of it in all these different speeches, that just works best.
forever yours- d