To my dearest J,
You’re still my everything and I’m still yours, I hope. You are the most loyal and devoted partner I could ever hope for. But I don’t deserve it. I don’t deserve you.
I hope and pray that you’ll love me forever. I wish you knew that at night I fall asleep crying because I know I’m not good enough for you. I’m afraid of the day that you wake up and realise you deserve someone better than me. If I ever lost you, I would lose myself. You are my best friend, my support, my love, my happiness.
You’ll always be the best thing in my life.
If ever we were to part, at least I’d have our memories.
You’re more amazing then you realise.
Loving you forever and always,