Is change really good? It happens. We all know that eventually things are going to drastically change in your life. Shit, sometimes so quickly you don’t even know it happened. I’m so sick of this feeling of ‘I don’t care’, I used to be a good kid, I really was, But then I got caught up in all the ‘fun’ of life. Drinking, drugs, skipping class, swearing. What happened to being innocent? The only thing I had left was my virginity, yet now that’s gone too. I’m not saying I regret any of the thing’s I’ve done, because I honestly don’t. Sometimes I just wish that maybe they could have come slower, not hit me all in a span of a couple short months.
As I change others around me are too, This I wish was different. It’s too scary knowing that people I know are becoming people I knew. My friends that were once good influences are now out there getting shitfaced, and not giving a fuck. I know that’s not them, and that’s what makes it so frustrating. Can’t they see what they’re doing to their lives? I’m being a giant hypocrite, but I care about them so much.
We all use to be such good kids. What happened?