• A Second Chance

    by  • July 4, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 1 Comment

    A few months ago, you realized that I loved you. You asked me about it, and I lied. I lied and said that it was just a stupid crush, nothing serious. That I wasn’t hung up on you.

    You told me that you valued my friendship, and that things should stay that way. But you had just entered a new relationship at that time.

    Now, you’re single again. And how do I know whether the things you said were just because you had a girlfriend, or universally true?

    I feel like I’m getting signals from you, but it might just be my hopeful imagination.

    But, what if it’s not? And what if, by my lies, you think that I don’t care about you? What if you believed everything I said?

    Never before have I wanted a lie to be found out so very badly. But I can’t tell you, because it broke my heart when you rejected me the first time. I don’t know if I can handle it again.

    But know this: I do love you. You make my heart race whenever I see you, and my stomach disappear.

    For once in my life, please please please let me be with the one I want.

    One Response to A Second Chance

    1. Rin
      July 5, 2011 at 6:30 am

      I know exactly how you feel! I’ve had strong feelings for my best guy friend this past year, but I can’t tell if his actions/words are hinting at more or just a close friendship. It doesn’t make any sense…

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