This is me. I’m just being honest with you.
I have liked you for a majority of the time that we have been friends. You are real and genuine. You make me feel incredible. It takes all the energy that I have in me not to kiss you. It takes all of my will power to create as much distance as possible between us. Lately though, I have been slipping. It has been getting so hard for me to control myself around you. When we are alone, the air gets hot and thick. When you put your head on me and let me run my fingers through your hair it drives me wild. It makes me even more crazy when you put your arms around me. I love it and I love you.
However, school is just around the corner. You’ll be at University. There will be a million girls throwing themselves at you. I know they will because you are amazing. I’m scared that you will forget about me and that you will forget about our friendship. I’ll have to start all over at square one. This has happened before. You make me fall for you then leave. When you come back, the cycle starts all over again for me.
I’ve told you how I felt before, and through all of my psychotic girlie bullshit you still kept our friendship strong, even though you didn’t share my feelings. You flirt so much now and I am so confused. The ball is in your court. Make a move or make me move on.
~Still Can’t Forget About You