• This just won’t let me go.

    by  • July 3, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 1 Comment

    I love you, I really truly love you. But…I am kinda worried. I think I have the tiniest of crushes on our best friend.

    The long and short of it is he’s single, he’s been single for quite some time. I, being a girl, and his best friend, and comfortable with him, can fill the void of when he wants to be close and cuddly. But…I enjoy it a lot. I like when he holds my hand for a split second longer than needed when he’s tickling me and I push him away. I like when his green eyes catch mine and we just stare at each other. I like when he holds my waist for a second and leans his head on mine.

    I don’t want to be with him.
    I love him, but not in that way.
    I just.. I just like these little connections.

    I would never cheat on you, I will never leave you, for I love you and want nothing more but to spend the rest of my life with you and to make you the happiest man alive. I need you in my life and you need me in mine, and we’re absolutely perfect together. I love you more than life itself.

    I just can’t lie, I enjoy being affectionate with him.
    Is that wrong?

    One Response to This just won’t let me go.

    1. Trini
      July 4, 2011 at 7:13 am

      That connection will grow if you let it. Be careful.

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