I love you, I really truly love you. But…I am kinda worried. I think I have the tiniest of crushes on our best friend.
The long and short of it is he’s single, he’s been single for quite some time. I, being a girl, and his best friend, and comfortable with him, can fill the void of when he wants to be close and cuddly. But…I enjoy it a lot. I like when he holds my hand for a split second longer than needed when he’s tickling me and I push him away. I like when his green eyes catch mine and we just stare at each other. I like when he holds my waist for a second and leans his head on mine.
I don’t want to be with him.
I love him, but not in that way.
I just.. I just like these little connections.
I would never cheat on you, I will never leave you, for I love you and want nothing more but to spend the rest of my life with you and to make you the happiest man alive. I need you in my life and you need me in mine, and we’re absolutely perfect together. I love you more than life itself.
I just can’t lie, I enjoy being affectionate with him.
Is that wrong?