• isn’t it silly?

    by  • July 3, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Heartbreak • 1 Comment

    Isn’t it silly? The way I love you..
    The way a text from you speeds up my pulse,
    And seeing you makes my knees shake.
    It’s silly, because the way I love you, you used to love me.
    I used to be your entire world, and you were mine.
    We knew each other better than we knew ourselves.
    But things changed.
    You met someone else, and my world stopped.
    While yours kept going.
    You’ve been with her for two years now.
    Two years that, for you, I’m sure have been full and exciting
    You’re loved and you’re in love.
    And I’m in love with you.
    And these two years for me have been dark and lonely.
    They’ve dragged on as I’ve tried anything in my power to erase you from my mind,
    as I’ve been erased from yours
    It’s silly that it can’t happen. It won’t happen.
    You’re always there.
    You’re in my thoughts as I’m falling asleep at night,
    You’re in my crazy hopes and my unattainable dreams.
    You’re my everything.
    And I am your nothing.
    But I’ve embraced it and I keep moving on, because in reality
    I am my own nothing. I’m living, but I’m not alive. I’m empty.

    One Response to isn’t it silly?

    1. Justin
      July 4, 2011 at 4:19 pm

      This is so emotional. Glad I read it in passing.

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