You’ve been my best friend for 3 years now, even through the rough times… now that you’ve graduated, my heart sinks whenever I think about you. The thought of you moving 2 states away and going on your mission next year hurts me more than my breakup with my ex of a year and a half… So I’m here to say something cliche and unoriginal..
I’m in love with you
but I can’t have you…
and it’s scary. I don’t know what I’m going to do without you next year…
I just wanted to let you know that I should have chosen you instead of him. you are the sweetest boy I have ever had the pleasure of meeting, and any girl would be the luckiest girl in the world to have you. You are ideal, one of a kind, and I shouldn’t have let go. I feel like I made the biggest mistake of my life that December, and I hope one day we can be together..when you get back from your mission.
I love you, more than you will ever know.