• If only it was enough

    by  • July 3, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Regret • 1 Comment

    If only love were enough. If only feelings were enough. I want to love you, so much, the way you love me, but I can’t. I love you as much as possible, and it’s not enough. I feel terrible about it, because I know it’s hurting you and it hurts me too. You’re the only one that cares about me and loves me, and I wish I wasnt so shallow. I wish we could be together, but I’m afraid. I know I’m just afraid of what other’s will think. I’m afraid of them knowing. Hell, half the time I’m embarrassed to admit you’re my best friend. I wish I wasn’t so shallow. I wish love was enough. I’m sorry.

    Your Best Friend

    One Response to If only it was enough

    1. aweed
      July 3, 2011 at 1:54 pm

      I know I’m going to sound Cliche how ever, listen to me. I am Shallow. By god I’m so fucking shallow
      but 23 days after my birthday I’m losing my best friend to another city.
      I refused to admit my feelings were so strong, but now he’s with someone else and leaving and all I want is that chance back.

      If they’re your friends they wont care
      if he’s amazing in your eyes your friends will understand
      and you need to understand, it might be enough for him, but if you know its not enough for you, then give more. because only you truly matter.

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