• I just wish…

    by  • July 3, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    Hey scout,

    You are never going to see this. And you’re never going to hear these words. And you’re never going to know how I feel.

    I just wish we could be together. I know you liked me before, when I was “taken”. I was blind to it then, I was so in love with him. I wasn’t just blind to you, I was blind to how bad he treated me. He hurt me and he didn’t love me. He didn’t touch me, he didn’t talk to me, he didn’t care about me. I know you saw that. I know how you felt then. I wish I’d known then, and I wish I would have gotten you. But now you don’t care, either.

    I just wish I could kiss you. I just wish I could hold you in my arms. I just wish we could be together. I just wish you loved me, too.

    I know you told our friend that I’m not your type, but… you’re mine. I love you. Shouldn’t THAT be your type?

    I may not be perfect. I may not be good-looking. I may not be super smart or talented. I may not be wonderful. But I do love you. And I just wish that could be enough.

    Love forever, Scout

    P.S. If you were mine, I could be wonderful. For you, I’d be anything.

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