• Archive for July 3rd, 2011

    They’re not listening

    by  • July 3, 2011 • Buck up! • 0 Comments

    I’m screaming, shouting. All along doubting. Can you hear me? Are you ignoring me? You can hear me. You’re just not listening. Your promises mean nothing. My eyes left, glistening. I left you my heart. Taking a shot in the dark. What have you done? You’ve pointed a gun. Left me undone right here. You’ve

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    6341 km till i’m happy

    by  • July 3, 2011 • Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    well, actually i ‘could’ talk to you but you see, i feel like you’ve stopped missing me. i know i fucked up, and damnit johan i wish i could change that so much. it seems so odd though. something as simple as trust did all of this.and that lost trust has effected me. made me

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    You Just had to Kiss me?

    by  • July 3, 2011 • Closure • 1 Comment

    No, No No NO NO NO! I can’t feel this way. I don’t have feelings. You make me feel so much. I fucked up, I Can’t be in a relationship where I have feelings. Do you have any clue how terrified I am? You know what makes everything worse? Her. Now it’s not me that’s

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    Midnight Realizations

    by  • July 3, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confession • 0 Comments

    Every night before we go to bed you say “I love you” and I say “I love you bigger.” Then I hesitate to follow that with the truth, the real truth, but before I can make up my mind you sign off. But I suppose I should start at the beginning. You are my best

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