You came in and hit my life like a train. God, I’m already falling for you. You’re everything I ever ever ever could have asked for. But you’ll never be mine. We had this conversation in the beginning. “Relationships get messy” is what you said. And at the time, I agreed. But now I just want you. I’m jealous and lonely and I want you with me. You stayed with me at night, and I stayed with you and we were together for days straight at a time. And now you’re barely in my life. Maybe it’s temporary. Maybe I’m overreacting. And if I am, then how the hell am I supposed to deal with it when you’re with me all the time and I can’t control my words and “I Love You” slips out? I don’t wanna run away from this for once. I can’t just let you go.