I know you are hurting right now. I know you are confused because you love him and don’t want to be alone. He isn’t worth your tears. He is just a stupid boy who doesn’t know how to communicate or make priorities. You have so much to look forward to in the future. You just graduated high school, going to college in the fall. You will meet new people, and discover new things. You don’t need him anymore. You deserve better. You will find better. You just have to be confident in yourself. Focus on you right now. Don’t worry about these boys, you’ll find a man who is worth your time someday, I promise.