• I’ll always love you, even through the pain.

    by  • July 1, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go, Lost Love • 5 Comments

    I heard you were coming back. I stopped. Then I laughed. I found it funny that my heart can still skip a beat when I hear you’re near. But since you, I got back on my feet. Stitched back up my heart. I’m happy. How do you know when I’m happy? You always pop up when I’m not in pain. You can break me from miles away. I tell myself you don’t own me, you don’t consume me, but your name carries me. We haven’t spoken in years yet I still feel your breath in my ear. When will it stop? When are you going to leave my heart alone? “The ability to repress memories is the key to survival”. I help myself forget, drug my mind with all this other stuff. I can’t handle it. I don’t want you, I don’t need you. Release me from your web, please? I just want to be ME, by myself without you. I can do that, right? I need you to reassure me me, answer my questions, help free my mind. Why? I won’t ever know, but I’ll be okay, I’ll make it without you. &&Even with all this pain, I love you. {ILoveYouToBits&&Pieces}

    5 Responses to I’ll always love you, even through the pain.

    1. Jensen
      July 1, 2011 at 9:17 am

      This sounds like it’s a letter from Adam to Mia that could be in “Where She Went”
      But I don’t remember it being in the book.

    2. Not important.
      July 2, 2011 at 7:03 pm

      Explains how I feel.
      Thankyou for writing this.<3

    3. Anna
      July 5, 2011 at 8:02 pm

      I feel ya. Especially the last few lines 🙁

    4. Maria
      July 17, 2011 at 2:19 pm

      Wow this is awesome a and many times i feel like you felt writing this letter I love it

    5. July 18, 2011 at 9:09 am

      if really that love is true, why my own is like this? i promise to any one that love me the way i do to her I’ll always love you, even through the pain that i will past, but know one is here all i have is heart broken

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