Date her, Date anyone, Do anything babe. But I can’t handle this. I can’t. I know I can’t. I’m supposed to have one more year. I can’t leave you. Not now, Not yet, I couldn’t even think about that before. I kept you out of thoughts for college for a reason. I Can Not Handle you telling me you’re moving.
You keep everything together, How can you make it all better from fucking philly?
I hope you wake the hell up so you can tell me it’s a joke because I’m in tears, I didn’t cry when my best friend moved 9 hours away but you’re not her, you so damn special, and perfect, and musical, and funny, and loving and amazing, and I don’t want you to leave. Not now, Not in a month, Not in a year, Not in a decade, because that just sets it all in stone. I Have Lost., But I don’t want to lose forever
You know I don’t cry, not over guys, but you’re my best friend, I can’t lose you.