You’re so full of bullshit. You yelled at me for not coming to you about my problems. How am I supposed to say that most of them are because of you. You say I’m your my best friend, that you couldn’t live a day without me. That’s such bullshit! I’m tired of this. I’m tired of this town. I’m tired of broken promises. And I’m tired of you. I wish you would find this letter so you’d know how I truly feel. I cant come to you with my problems because when I do you start to ignore me more. And don’t even say that isn’t true.
Since you’ve been grounded we’ve planned to hang out a few times, the first time we got to hang out all day. The second, neither of our parents knew I was even over. We didn’t talk at all, just cleaned your room. And every other time I asked to hang out or maybe get dinner your response was. “idk if I can but if I can then sure!” You would never ask if you could. Instead you could remarkably hangout with anyone else but me. I’ve given up on asking to chill because I know you dont want to. Is it because I’m depressed right now? I’m sorry I’m not happy. I never tell you my problems, because I don’t want to bring you down, cause right now, you’re the happiest you’ve been in a long time. and when i don’t tell you my problems you say i’m bullshit. well fuck you. I miss the shit out of you, and you can’t even say I love you back. or even ask me how my day was, or what’s up. No. I always no matter what, have to ask you first. I’m sorry, but I’m done. Sometimes you can be the shittiest friend a person can have. And now is one of those times.