Today would have been our anniversary. Funnily enough we spent this day together two years ago in the same city I’m in. Do you remember? I’m sure you do all though you try to deny anything related to me. I’m not mad. I understand. I just wish we could talk and at least be friends. You meant so much too me, actually you still do.
I’ve done my best today to avoiding thinking about you. I’ve done the best I can to occupy my mind. What’s the point? You’re always in my heart. All though today wasn’t an amazing success I’m not sad. Yes I miss you but I always try to remember you with love.
Today I thought of our first kiss. Funny how much of a fail it was. Do you remember that night after the movies in Austyn’s room. It was just a stupid dare at the time. Then at Caitlin’s on New Years. I have so many memories of the two of us, some are beautiful and I’ll always treasure them. Other memories are so painful it makes it hard to breath. I know dwelling on what once was won’t do me any good, but I can’t help it. I wish you love.