• This feeling

    by  • June 30, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Confusion • 0 Comments

    I hate this feeling.
    I hate waiting. Waiting for that text/call back.
    I hate the way I thought you gave a crap, I mean really liked me, really wanted to hang out with me, and then realizing that you really don’t.
    I hate that I didn’t go with my gut instinct sooner. That I let myself become more interested in you even though I knew that you weren’t actually right for me at all. I know I’m definitely not ready for a relationship with you and honestly I’m not even sure that I want one.
    I hate the way you had me convinced.
    I really believed you when you said that you wanted to change for me.
    That I was worth giving up things for. That you really thought I was beautiful and you really liked me…
    Well then why are you ignoring me?
    I’m terribly confused and I just wanna know what you want…
    But I’ll never actually tell you any of this… So I guess I’ll never know…

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