I let myself think of you today and I honestly don’t know why. You were such a big part of my life though I was only the smallest part of yours. Love isn’t always returned and after years I understand that we were never meant to be. I guess I was just delusional. I hope I’m not insane!
I keep all thoughts of you away in the back of my brain. That way I don’t feel sad. I don’t want to admit you hurt me but you really did and I don’t know why. I guess I just let my emotions get ahead of me and I just need to let it go. I Honestly don’t know why I’m writing this. I know you’ll never see it and even if you do you’ll never think it’s about you. That makes me sad, that you’ll never know what you meant to me.
I just want to say I love you. No-one will ever compare.