This is the last one. The last one I will ever write. I think its finally time to let go but that’s harder said then done. I honestly think we could have been something great, something that couldn’t be matched. The thought of you makes me feel broken like I’m missing a part of me that I’m so desperately looking for. The sad part is I know exactly where to find it.
I hear about you from time to time and act like it doesn’t bother me. Although I’m happy that you’re good a small part of me is sad, probably because you’re happiness doesn’t include me. I hear your leaving for university and there are so many things I want to tell you, things I want to ask you that I never will. I know I can’t be sad about that because I did the same and now we’re miles apart.
I always believed that you should never give up on someone you can’t go a day without thinking about, which is why I know I’m ready to give you up. I started thinking about other people, other possibilities. It’s been a while since I last saw you which has made it easier for me. I know I would have never let you go otherwise. It may not sound like I’m ready for something new but honestly I am. I don’t feel like my feelings for you were healthy and I finally understand that. This letter has really helped me and I hope one day you get to see it.
I wish you all the best and you will always be a part of my heart.