• CEY.

    by  • June 30, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Goodbye • 3 Comments

    Yes…. you. Let me start off by saying I’m sorry. I really, honestly am sorry – but you chose this. Maybe not the outcome, but you certainly chose your actions. I’m sorry that we both made our relationship a last priority, I’m sorry I couldn’t be completely open with you, and I’m sorry that all we’ve been through lead to this. I’m sorry about how things ended, and that you didn’t try to stop me. You said “I really can’t control it”, but you could have… if you really fought for me, you just might have changed my mind. If you really loved me like you said, you would have put in the time and effort to show me that I WAS WORTH YOUR TIME AND EFFORT. But, I wasn’t.

    Don’t get me wrong, I’m not mad. I know that our lives are going different ways and I don’t resent you for that; because I care about you, I’m so excited and happy for all your future will bring. And because I care about you, I’m also worried. I’m worried that you won’t be able to overcome the pain of your past or erase the chip on your shoulder. I’m afraid that you won’t show people your heart and let them in. I’m afraid that you’ll become consumed in work and success, and end up lonely. I don’t say this because you’re not good enough, but because YOU don’t believe you’re good enough. You have a sweet side, kind heart, and most of all.. loyalty. I’ve told you this before, but when you’re vulnerable, that’s when you’re at your best. You have so much going for you, and you deserve a girl who makes you so insanely happy. I’m sorry I couldn’t be that girl, part of me wishes I was.

    I’m going to miss all of the memories we’ve made, the comfort of knowing you’re there, and the little moments that meant so much more. I’m still going to care about you, worry about you, and hope you’re doing ok. I’m still going to want to talk to you and know what’s going on in your life. Thank you so much, for everything. Please just don’t forget me, I won’t forget you.

    Thank you, goodbye, and good luck <3

    3 Responses to CEY.

    1. Viv
      June 30, 2011 at 2:58 am

      That brought me to tears. Exactly my situation. Knowing you can’t be the one to make someone happy really hurts. I hope it works out for you.

    2. Kelsey
      July 11, 2011 at 12:34 am

      Aw, thank you so much, I’m glad you could relate. It’s definitely hard but I’ve come to realize that good things go so we can make room for great things. Whether that be a relationship, or simply being happy and strong on your own, everything happens for a reason. Best of luck to you!

    3. beara
      July 11, 2011 at 2:25 am

      yogi is crying.
      time was spent. years. showing worth if you still have yogi on then bring him and hand him over and i will show you just how long the care has been going on .

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