everyone suffers from heart break right? whether your significant other cheats, or you lose someone special to cancer, or anything else. but why don’t books or schools teach us how to deal with these feelings? i just had my first heartbreak from my boyfriend of 2 years. and i know how that can seem insignificant while others are dealing with much harder things, it feels as though my world has fallen apart. i wish someone or something would have told me how to accurately deal with these feelings. how is it that someone learns how to be so cruel? what makes people do the things they do? why is love so difficult yet so extraordinary? no one prepares someone to feel these things.
i’m young. i’m only 20. i have my entire life ahead of me. and yet i feel as though i have nothing to really live for. how could i let a boy take over my life this way? i’m in love and i’m the type of girl who loves the idea of being in love. why didn’t anyone teach me that i deserve better or that i didn’t need to abandon my friends. i was naive and blinded by this boy. don’t get me wrong, he was amazing in every aspect…but we faded apart. i wish someone would have taught me how to deal with these things.