You are amazing.
Your smile. Laugh. Kiss. Love.. I love you. I’ve never said it, but I do. We are perfect together, non-stop happiness.
Please don’t love me back.
I’m no angel. I’m going to self-destruct. Why? Because it’s just what I do. I can’t stand to leave you, even though I know I should, but I can’t stand to hurt you either.
Falling in love so completely is hard, every person before you has added to this wall, this defense of mine. A layer for infidelity, a layer for lies, a layer for abuse, a layer for worthlessness, a layer for un-appreciation.. a layer of this wall for each person who has had my heart before you.
Every person before you has taken a part of me, leaving only parts for you.
Please don’t. Please save yourself, leave me here, broken on the floor wearing your tshirt. I love you.