• Bittersweet

    by  • June 28, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Grief • 0 Comments


    I’m at a loss for words, seriously. Found out through kasara that you had a stroke on Sunday. At first I though this had to be some really effed up joke, then I thought this really is serious and how could I think this. The drama, oh the drama. Kasara saying you may not ever be the same and you could end up being a vegetable. It broke my heart. Made me think back to October 2008 seeing Mom in a vegetative state not really knowing what was going on. Heartbreaking! I haven’t told Aunt Bette, Tom, or Fr Leo yet. I can’t mentally bring myself to even find the words to tell them that their only mother suffered a massive stroke and may never be the same, or for that matter talk normally again. I guess you could say that I’m still very much in a state of shock. I really don’t want my mind to imagine you gone, but at the same time I wouldn’t want to see you suffer, and if you do pass maybe you and Mom can find happiness up there in heaven with God, and you will be reunited with Grandpa Leo. I know for years you’ve been longing to be close to him, and who knows maybe now you will get your chance to be with grandpa and free of your physical back pain, and be happy again and find inner peace. Grandma no matter what the outcome I will always love you, and you will always have a special place in my heart I will never forget you <3

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