• A Letter I’ll Never Send !

    by  • June 28, 2011 • Depression • 1 Comment

    I write and write
    all I write is lies
    I lied too much I came to believe my own lies !
    I don’t know who I am anymore
    I’m just a Worthless liar .. I am !
    I have a problem .. I confess .. It grieves my heart .. It really does
    I don’t why I do that ! Is because my life is so empty that I need to fill it with events that I invented?
    I never learn !! I keep falling in the same mistake
    n then what? End up broken n fucked up as I always do ! Wtf !! I know where this is going … But I can’t stop I repeat my mistakes I never get enough pain .. Don’t we all love drama ? When I have nothing to be mad at .. I get mad at the stories that I invented .. The lies that I told and believed ..
    I miss the life that I never had .. Reality is not good enough for me anymore !!
    I need help … So bad .. This is killing me ! I’m hating my self !! I don’t who I am I can’t saperate a truth from a lie anymore .. Help ..!!

    One Response to A Letter I’ll Never Send !

    1. me
      May 26, 2015 at 6:46 am

      Don’t worry Heather. I will soon provide you with some much needed truth!

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