We only met two months ago but i already feel completely comfortable with you. You are the first person i feel i can tell absolutely anything. We can talk for hours about anything and everything…. and so far this summer we have. You know all my secrets and you have stolen my heart.
You’ve told me you like me and want to be more then friends.
Honestly, nothing would make me happier.But i can’t tell you that.
You see, when summer ends you’ll be off to college. Which is exactly one hour and forty minutes away from me. Not only is the distance scary for me, but i care for you too much to be holding you back on your first year away from home. So here i am telling you we can’t be anything more than friends.
I can’t say i love you, because i don’t know what love is. But i do know you make me happier than anything in the whole entire world. Whenever I’m with you i enter our little world, you make everything better.
Why couldn’t we have met sooner? Why did we meet when we did? Why am i being forced to tell you friends is all we can ever be? I just don’t understand it.
One day when were older, i hope to get my full chance with you. I will get my full chance to be with you.