I am so tired of trying to get you to see me as I see you. Since the very beginning, I’ve felt that you were unlike anyone else I have ever met and longed to grow closer with you. We seem to be so compatible, yet you keep me at a safe distance… why? Why am I not worthy of being your confidant? Why do you seem to care so much about me at one moment and then in the next, you’re more or less stepping on me to do something else? Am I so insignificant? Throughout these last four years, I have done everything in my power to catch your eye… to win your favor… but I’m done. I understand I will never be the one you want and I’m doing my best to fully accept that. From now on, I will no longer be facing you daily so hopefully I can move on. You’re an absolutely amazing person, and whoever becomes your wife in the future will be a very blessed woman… but I understand that that person is almost certainly not me… even though part of me still hopes for that far more than words can express… You are not mine. And in the same respect, I am not yours. It’s about time I start embracing my freedom and stop allowing myself to be tied down like this. I hope you have a wonderful life and I would love to keep in contact, but I’m taking my heart back. There is someone out there who will accept it gladly and give me theirs in return. I await the day I meet them.