I am so in love. I want to die. Can’t stand it anymore, can’t take it anymore.
I just want to die.
And you can’t even imagine how I feel, because you don’t feel the same. Fuck this. Why did I fall in love ? Why did you have to be so amazing and so beautiful ? Why ?! The worst thing is, you rejecting me and pushing me away and putting a brick wall, just made me crave for you even more. And I hate it.
I hate myself.
I hate being in love, it just brought me sorrow and pain.