• I am Sorry

    by  • June 27, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    Mom I am sorry.
    I’m sorry I’m not who I should be.
    I’m sorry I can’t explain myself.
    I’m sorry I’m depressed and I don’t know how to fix it.
    It’s not your fault.

    Dad I am sorry.
    I’m sorry I don’t spend time with you.
    I’m sorry I ignore your attempts to spend time with me.
    I’m sorry I’m so emotionless and distant.
    It’s not your fault.

    Sister I am sorry.
    I’m sorry I don’t take the time to let you know how much I love you.
    I’m sorry I’m not a good older sister to you.
    I’m sorry I see that you’re lonely and I do nothing about it.
    It’s not your fault.

    Brothers I am sorry.
    I’m sorry I have no patience with you.
    I’m sorry I don’t teach you things like an older sister should.
    I’m sorry I don’t play games with you while you’re still young and free.
    It’s not your fault.

    I am so sorry.
    I wish I could snap out of it.
    I wish I was loving and happy like you all want.
    I wish I knew how to get better.
    I love you all so much.

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