You sometimes say that I’m looking for excuses to break up with you and I always deny that. The thing is in a way I am. I’m trying to find a reason why my heart just isn’t in this. It doesn’t make sense because I think you are so great, I just don’t love you the way you want me to. Not anymore. Its so shitty because I know I’m going to hurt you, and I have no real reason to, my heart just isn’t there with you. I’m sorry.