We met on chat roulette, I was bored and I’ll admit that I wanted a cute guy to talk to. This was over a year ago and the night we talked was something I never would’ve imagined would turn into this. You know I’ve never been in a real relationship, just occasional hook ups, but if you lived here I know we would be together. If i’m at home, I am thinking of you. If I am wasted, I am thinking of you. There are times where I feel like I annoy you for no reason but there are also times where you seem as desperate as me for my affection. I always wonder who you’re with in real life, I want you to be who I am with in my real life. I hope some day we can actually have the 4 children we talk about and live together and be happy. All I actually want is to be with you and i feel like until then, a part of me will always be empty.
I love you