• A letter I’ll never send.

    by  • June 27, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Lost Love • 1 Comment

    You know those days, when you can’t get to sleep. And you lie there, over-thinking everything. Overanalysing every little detail. Every aspect of life, every minuscule piece of information to do with anything or anyone. And it’s always at this time that I think about you. I don’t know why I do it, but I lie there for hours, wondering what I did wrong. You are repulsive. I can’t wait til the day everybody else figures it out. They will, one day. Why did you hurt me? Why did you tell me you would be there forever? You knew I came from a broken home. You knew that I was a worthless, ugly being from the beginning. You lured me with your humour, your charm and amazing eyes. Your smile, your hair. It makes me sick. I started with nothing, and now I’m in the negatives. But you know what? I’m okay. At least, I think I’m okay. I mean, you ruined everything. I lost so many friends. But now I know who the real ones are. I know that there is somebody right out there for me. Somebody absolutely amazing, who will drag me out of this hell hole I have made for myself. And one day, karma will come back and break your heart too. One day, you might look back, and realise what you’ve done. And one day, I might forgive you.
    Maybe one day, I’ll forgive myself.

    One Response to A letter I’ll never send.

    1. Courtney
      June 27, 2011 at 12:58 pm

      I love this! Your a great writer and I can feel your emotions in my heart as you write. Never give up hope or faith, remember just to stay strong<3

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