• Archive for June 27th, 2011

    Dear Cowboy

    by  • June 27, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    Hey! Cowboy! Remember that? Remember my voice grabbing your attention at that first day of play practice? So do I. I still remember the look in your eyes as you looked over at me. Your eyes were practically on fire, they lit up so bright. And you came over and sat with me, bringing your

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    I hope you read this one day.

    by  • June 27, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Letting Go • 0 Comments

    You drive me crazy. I tell myself that you’re nothing but trouble to me, to my relationship. But yet every time you come around or look at me, I go numb. It’s not fair. I was perfectly content with my relationship. I was happy. I didn’t need anything more than what I already had. Until

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    i miss you

    by  • June 27, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Those Gone Before Us • 0 Comments

    For a split second every morning, when i first wake up, there is no pain. No memories of the 2 months before you left this world for heaven. For a few seconds i am still that 21 year old girl who is naive to the emptiness of a life without her father. Its been almost

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    Try

    by  • June 27, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Love - Pure and Simple • 0 Comments

    I sit here and try to read my Human Development book. 200 pages are due by the end of week and somehow I am supposed to cram all those facts into my head. All the while my brain, each crevice is crammed full of every part of you. Every memory, every touch, every moment, but

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    I have no right.

    by  • June 27, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Thoughts • 0 Comments

    I have no right being in this relationship. I’m a million emotions, bottled into one person. I’m angry. I do not like the cards that have been played for me- and YES I do mean when I say “for me”! I had no choice to being born to a young girl that admits to never

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    I am Sorry

    by  • June 27, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Depression • 0 Comments

    Mom I am sorry. I’m sorry I’m not who I should be. I’m sorry I can’t explain myself. I’m sorry I’m depressed and I don’t know how to fix it. It’s not your fault. Dad I am sorry. I’m sorry I don’t spend time with you. I’m sorry I ignore your attempts to spend time

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