• Your Lies

    by  • June 26, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, Moving On, Waxing Poetic • 0 Comments

    At first I was hesitant.
    But you tore down all my walls and told me I could trust you.
    I gave you my heart.
    You promised me forever.
    But you lied.

    I was so smart, until I fell in love.
    Was it just her?
    Or were there more?
    I feel so stupid for falling blindly.

    After you ended it, I didn’t know what to do.
    I didn’t eat.
    I didn’t talk.
    Whenever I would finally begin to move on, you would text me.
    Did you not know what that did to me?
    Did you even care?

    And now it’s not that I still love you.
    It’s not that I want an explanation.
    Because I don’t.

    I want to feel whole again.
    I want those two years of my life back.
    I want to be able to trust someone again.

    But sometimes I think it’s all impossible.

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