At first I was hesitant.
But you tore down all my walls and told me I could trust you.
I gave you my heart.
You promised me forever.
But you lied.
I was so smart, until I fell in love.
Was it just her?
Or were there more?
I feel so stupid for falling blindly.
After you ended it, I didn’t know what to do.
I didn’t eat.
I didn’t talk.
Whenever I would finally begin to move on, you would text me.
Did you not know what that did to me?
Did you even care?
And now it’s not that I still love you.
It’s not that I want an explanation.
Because I don’t.
I want to feel whole again.
I want those two years of my life back.
I want to be able to trust someone again.
But sometimes I think it’s all impossible.