No one knows that i cry myself to sleep almost everynight. No one knows how miserable i am. I refuse to let anyone see me being weak. I always joke around with people and try to make them laugh, because I guess I don’t want them to be as unhappy as me. When people poke fun at me I laugh along with them, but as soon as I’m alone I’ll bawl my eyes out. I get made fun of my height, my weight, the way I look. It’s usually my friends doing it so obviously they aren’t being serious, but I know that people not so close to me say the same things so it hurts just as bad when one of my friends says it. I just don’t know what to do…i tell my friends i don’t like when they call me names, but they too soon forget my instructions and pick up where they started. I just…I dont know what to do anymore. help. please.