I honestly don’t know what to do anymore. I’ve tried being a friend…no I’ve been a friend. But you just keep pushing the people who love you, including myself, away. Do you have any idea how much effort I’ve put into our friendship?
I get that she hurt you. But do you get that she was one of my best friends before all of this? And do you get that when she hurt you, i was on your side, because she made a shitty move. Do you understand how frustrated i am with everything?? I lost two friends in this process. But you don’t get that. Yes my friendship with her has gotten better since the incident, but it will never be what it was. And sadly, neither will mine with you.
I don’t understand why you constantly push me away. Even after i tell you I’m here for you in the good and the bad. I will never understand why one minute you confine in me, and you say you love me, and things are great. Then the next minute we’re back to the start. I will never understand, until you finally let me in, for good.