I feel out of fit with the friends I have. I feel like they are moving on to things while I stand still. Things like relationships and adventures. I know I have shunned having a girlfriend purposefully after a terrible relationship – it’s of my own doing. However, I fear this has made me cynical and has only increased my distance from people. Even though I have my own adventures, I seem unable to enjoy them, or remember that I did. I hate to quote song lyrics, but the Eagles said it so well when they wrote “You’re losing all the high’s and low’s.” I feel numb, disconnected, as if I am standing still while others pass me by. Pass me by in quality or in quality – but something is missing. What piece of the puzzle am I missing?