I used to have a rule, my “7 A.M. rule”. This rule was meant to protect me from getting hurt because it prevented attachment and commitment. If a guy leaves at 7 in the morning, there is no room for attachment and therefore the walls I built to protect myself stay secure. But you changed all this – in one night you were able to break me. I may not have opened up entirely but in that one night you were able to get closer to me than anyone else has. In one night you were able to do the impossible – you broke my “7 A.M. rule” and now I’m not sure I’ll ever be able to go back to the way things were.
Now I know I’m in way over my head. You’re one of the sweetest most incredible guys I’ve ever met and deserve more than a long term hook up. Which is why I know that sooner or later you’ll leave for some one who doesn’t feel the need to surround herself with walls that make it impossible for you to get close. I tell my friends that I’m worried you might be getting attached, when in reality it’s me I’m worried about. And I’m not worried that I think I’m getting attached; I’m worried because I KNOW I’m already getting attached and falling for you. All I can hope is that you’ll have the patience to work with me and eventually make me admit to my feelings and open up completely, “Because maybe you’re gonna be the one that saves me, and after all you’re my wonderwall.”