• So you Think

    by  • June 25, 2011 • * Safe for Work *, To You • 2 Comments

    You, you think I’m easy. You think I’m a whore. You think you can text me, message me, IM me, inbox me, and I’ll make out with you right away. And you know what?

    You’re right. I will.

    Because I’m afraid. I’m afraid of being rejected. I’m afraid of being a loser. I’m afraid of losing the feeling of being loved, even if it’s just for a little while.

    I just want to be loved. I just want to be liked. I just want to be cool. I just want to feel someone’s hands on my waist. I just want to hear someone tell me I’m pretty, tell me they want me, tell me I’m good enough.

    You think I’m a hoe. You think I’m easy. You think I’m a slut.

    I am. And I’m ashamed of it.

    2 Responses to So you Think

    1. Cami
      June 25, 2011 at 10:20 pm

      My girl, you don’t deserve to be a hoe.

      You don’t deserve to be a whore, you don’t deserve to be a slut.
      You don’t deserve men using you like that.

      You are a beautiful, wonderful person.
      You have hopes and dreams and aspirations that you want to share with the world. You don’t have to be a hoe, and you don’t deserve that.

      You deserve to truly be loved. You deserve a man wrapping his arms around you, telling you that he loves you, and meaning it.
      You don’t have to be easy.

      Sure, you’ve already started – but you don’t have to continue. You don’t have to.
      You can stop.
      There is hope.
      You can change.
      You are loved.

      My girl, you are beautiful and cherished.
      You may have still already done stuff, but you are precious.
      You are a princess.

      You deserve more than their empty words and empty promises.

    2. RachelO
      June 26, 2011 at 12:57 pm

      I was. I was this way. I might still be this way. But I made a decision to change. I feel better about myself for it. You can change. You are strong. I can really tell, you are strong. You can be strong.

    Leave a Reply